Blog

What Kind of Country Is It?

Moses told the scouts to go up and “…see what kind of country it is. Are the people who dwell in it strong or weak, few or many? Is the country in which they dwell good or bad? Are the towns they live in open or fortified? Is the soil rich or poor? Is it wooded or not? And take pains to bring back some of the fruit of the land.” — Numbers 13:18-25

The video below is part of an attempt to “scout out the land” and prompt consideration of what kind of questions we ask about a place that is new to us, and why.

Note to Tzedek Chicago Torah Study participants — you’re welcome to check it out in advance, but I plan to include this in our exploration of parashat Shelach on June 29. To all: maybe I’ll post something more about the actual portion; maybe not.

Video takes a bit to load — also here is link that might work more smoothly.

TEXT used in video The video displays some words, including song lyrics, and that is also available in separate document for anyone who prefers to read in this form. Text of June 29 commentary video (PDF).

200 The USIA film at National Archives (a little more info below, but I cannot find a link to the original music used). NOTE: Video is full of LOTS OF STRONG STROBING

200+ with US Blues The video posted by @LongStrangeTrip710 incorporates the 1973 studio version, from Mars Hotel, of “US Blues.” NOTE: video includes the original film, which contains lots of STRONG strobing.

US BLUES Here’s a link to the lyrics at Dead net. Plenty of performances by (Grateful) Dead and friends available on YouTube, etc.

More Credits/Info

I think this is all the credits, but let me know if I missed something. No full, frame-by-frame image-description for the video, however here’s a summary: Still images from a 1975 “psychedelic” film made as USIA propaganda for 1976 US Bicentennial; includes video performances from Fifth Dimension, Gil Scott-Heron, and Rhiannon Giddens with Paul Simon, plus audio from Chocolate City and some other music. Includes quotes from Numbers 13.

200 The USIA film at National Archives and more about the Bicentennial film project. Slightly more about work of Vince Collins at IMDB.

AQUARIUS “Aquarius/Let the Sunshine In” was part of “Hair” and released on the 1969 Age of Aquarius album by the Fifth Dimension (Basic information). The video shown came without much explanation from an “Oldies” music channel.

CHOCOLATE CITY Lyrics, credits, and slightly more background for “Chocolate City” and George Clinton’s website.


WHITEY ON THE MOON Two performances by Gil Scott-Heron included: 1970 “Small Talk at 125th and Lenox” album, Flying Dutchman Records, and 1982 “Black Max,” widely available on on internet, although not sure about ownership and don’t know if it’s streamed anywhere; if DVD is an option, try your local library. (Basic info general Wiki and filmmaker’s page) See also this image , from 5783 Shavuot teaching on “faces,” with some words and images from Gil Scott-Heron.

RIVERS/DC TunesConversations Toward Repair” (We Act Radio) page includes credits for Roberta Flack’s “River” and Brent Peterson’s “Clean Rivers.” A brief clip from Rare Essence’s “Don’t Mute DC” was later included in regular intro music.

AMERICAN TUNE Paul Simon, 1973 “There Goes Rhymin’ Simon” Columbia Records (1973 lyrics). Note that the author changed the lyrics in recent years. Brief Billboard note about 2022 Grammy performance with Rhiannon Giddens, for “Homeward Bound: a Grammy salute to the songs of Paul Simon.” In summer 2022, Rolling Stone credited Giddens with changing the lyrics, but Giddens stresses that Simon made the change.

“It’s also very important to say that Paul changed the lyrics, not me – and this song has become one that is so dear to my heart for its ability to say what I have been feeling for a long time.” — July 28, 2022 — @RhiannonGiddens on X

X [formerly Twitter] post from @RhiannonGiddens about Paul Simon’s lyric change.

Jeremiah and that tree by the water

here is a PDF on the history of “I/We Shall Not be Moved

I’ve written a lot on this topic and the related Jeremiah and Psalm 1 passages.

Here, are some of the links

Recent post on “Abundance and Need” — at matirmochot.blog

A Song of Reward and Punishment” — Leonard Cohen homage and memorial for Max Ticktin, z”l. See also “Notes on Max Ticktin’s Scribbles

Psalm 1 resources — with the (other) tree planted by the water

Incredibly, long sheet at Sefaria with embedded musical links

“Authentic” Judaism, Chabad, and Sources

NOTE: “Hasidism, Chabad, and Jewish Soul-Language” was originally created for Tzedek Chicago’s Hebrew Learning Community, but this remains entirely the work/opinion of the author.

This began as a few verses from the Tanya with some notes to explore Hebrew words for “soul” and ideas about who has one. It expanded to review translation issues and reflect a little historical context. Now it’s a long, winding, highly idiosyncratic document — complete with PSAs on supporting the kind of internet resources we want to see, plus links to a Teshuvah [answer, solution] on non-Jewish souls.

This was created primarily for Hebrew Learning Community, so it starts out with Hebrew words. This exploration works better via the PDF, I think, so not trying to copy that — here is whole PDF….

…and here is one section — “Authentic” Judaism” and Authoritative Teaching — that has little Hebrew (which doesn’t always copy so well) and is very current and crucial. Or jump to “Non-Jews in Jewish Law and Lore” or To Be a Jew Today


    “Authentic” Judaism and Authoritative Teaching

    Chabad has long sought to appear as “authentic” Judaism — perhaps, as noted above, originally in response to criticism of more text-centered opponents of Chasidut. They succeeded in recent decades through marketing and by engaging military and carceral settings, where few Jewish institutions worked. Instead of promoting wider Jewish study and practice, in at least some of its variety, they engage in cult-like exclusion of non-Chabad voices, seek to define who counts as a Jew, actively denigrate other movements within Judaism, and call non-Jews expendable when perceived as a threat. Two examples:

    “…[R’ Yitzchak] Ginsburgh’s…teachings hold that it is acceptable Jewish practice to kill non-Jews so long as ‘it is clear that they will grow up to harm us.'” – Anton Goodman, Rabbis for Human Rights, Haaretz, Mar 1, 2023, opinion on settler violence

    Note: Ginsburgh (b. 1944) is associated with Chabad, and his teachings appear on their website (as of Feb 21, 2024); Ginsburgh is among those who condoned the 1994 massacre by a settler of 29 Palestinians praying at the Ibrahimi Mosque in Hebron. https://tinyurl.com/GoodmanHaaretz

    “My considered opinion, as I have reiterated it on several occasions privately and publicly, is based on the undisputable Halachic decision formulated by Rambam (Hilechot Teshuvah 3:8), according to which the doctrines and ideology of the Conservative and Reform movements can only be classed in the category of heretical movements which have plagued our people at one time or another, only to disappear again, having no basis in our everlasting Torah, Toras Emes, Toras Chaim.” — R’ Menachem Mendel Schneerson (1902-1994), 7/21/1959.

    Note: still on Chabad website (as of 2024/02/22); shows up when searching “interdenominational thought,” e.g. — https://tinyurl.com/RebbeConsRef

    On-line and in-person, Chabad cites only other Chabad views. Where they are the only, most visible, or only sanctioned option — as in prisons — they are often seen as “the authentic Judaism.” Meanwhile, they routinely limit engagement with those who don’t fit their idea of Jewish, effectively controlling who counts as a Jew in some settings….Matir Asurim: The Jewish Care Network for Incarcerated People does some work to address this situation. But there is so much more to be done.

    And while Chabad philosophy is not the only, or earliest, set of particularistic Jewish views, they are extremely visible proponents of Jewish supremacy and unusually well-positioned to promote that view as standard Judaism. This is dangerous to Jews everywhere and to the wider world.

    In 2016, the Conservative movement issued a Teshuvah (see p.15-16 in PDF and below) declaring any teaching that implies “a distinction between Jewish souls and those of non-Jews…no longer authoritative. These statements are to be rejected, as are any beliefs in racial superiority or inferiority.” The Teshuvah asks “Jewish leaders and educators to incorporate these findings in their preaching and teaching and to emphasize them in all their educational endeavors.” In particular, they call for rejection of the Tanya (Chabad) and Torat HaMelekh (from an Israelli group) and any discriminatory civil laws.

    With all this in mind, some general pleas:

    ONE) Many schools of Jewish thought tend to cite teachers trained in their own movement and to avoid — by habit, network, or deliberate intention — widely opposing viewpoints.

    • When using movement-centered sources, note the movement for yourself and in any citation;
    • Whenever possible, use pluralist Jewish sources for general Jewish research;
    • Do not use Chabad — which has declared its boundaries so impermeable — as a general Jewish reference source, cite Chabad only on Chabad-specific matters; and exercise caution in citing the Tanya or teaching Chabad ideas

    TWO) Support pluralist Jewish reference sources on-line

    • through clicks, citations, links, and, if able, finances;
    • declare that you (and your organization) prioritize pluralist and non-racist reference material;
    • contribute writing, editing, etc., if possible, to pluralist and intentional sites;
    • help reduce the size of Chabad’s web-print by not linking to them or giving them clicks; if inclined to explore Chabad-related text, do so via Sefaria or other non-proprietary sources.

      [End of excerpt]. Again, here’s the whole PDF.


      Non-Jews in Jewish Law and Lore

      For more on this topic, even if you have nothing to do with the Conservative movement, do check “The Status of Non-Jews in Jewish Law and Lore Today.

      It was issued — as a “Teshuvah” [here used in the sense of a formal response, solution] by the Committee on Jewish Law and Standards of the Rabbinical Assembly of the Conservative (Masorti) Movement, 21 April 2016. Written by R’ Reuven Hammer (1933-2019).

      This teshuvah was unanimously approved on April 21, 2016 (19-0-0). Voting in Favor: Rabbis Kassel Abelson, Pamela Barmash, Miriam Berkowitz, Noah Bickart, David Booth, Elliot Dorff, Baruch Frydman-Kohl, Reuven Hammer, Joshua Heller, Jeremy Kalmanofsky, Jane Kanarek, Gail Labovitz, Amy Levin, Jonathan Lubliner, Daniel Nevins, Micah Peltz, Paul Plotkin, Elie Spitz, and Jay Stein.

      In 2016, this committee shared this paper, and the Conservative movement released this statement:

      “The paper calls upon Jewish leaders and educators to incorporate these findings in their preaching and teaching and to emphasize them in all their educational endeavors. We must deal honestly with the sources, admit that different attitudes have existed over the course of the development of Judaism, and candidly criticize and reject certain parts of the tradition while embracing others as representing the Judaism we wish to promulgate and which we believe represents the true core of Jewish belief beginning with the Torah itself. In view of the terrible suffering brought upon our people and others in the 20th century by doctrines of racial superiority, any teachings that espouse that in any way must be thoroughly rejected.” 

      STATEMENThttps://www.rabbinicalassembly.org/story/status-non-jews-jewish-law-and-lore-today

      WHOLE PAPERhttps://www.rabbinicalassembly.org/sites/default/files/public/halakhah/teshuvot/2011-2020/hammer-non-jews-law-lore.pdf


      To Be A Jew Today

      Noah Feldman’s book, To Be a Jew Today: A New Guide to God, Israel, and the Jewish People, (just out in early March: Farrar, Straus, Giroux, 2024), has an important section on Ginsburgh plus a great deal about related movements, history, politics, and more.

      Find it here — SpatzReads at Bookshop — or at your local library.

      I ask ‘How?!’

      What name of God is an anchor for you through this period of ever-growing mourning? A recent study session* asked participants to focus on this question, based on text from Psalm 16:8:

      Shiviti YHVH l’negedi tamid

      “I am every mindful of the divine presence”

      or “Divine presence is in front of me always”

      Participants shared many names — Shekhinah [indwelling presence], Ruach Ha-olam [spirit/breath of all], Ein Sof [without end], “Matir Asurim — the one who releases the bound,” HaTzur (the Rock)….All that came to mind for me was: “Eikha?! [How?!]” —

      and, after some further sitting, Psalm 25:4-5

      דְּרָכֶיךָ יְהֹוָה הוֹדִיעֵנִי אֹרְחוֹתֶיךָ לַמְּדֵנִי׃

      הַדְרִיכֵנִי בַאֲמִתֶּךָ  וְלַמְּדֵנִי כִּי־אַתָּה אֱלֹהֵי יִשְׁעִי אוֹתְךָ קִוִּיתִי כל־הַיּוֹם׃

      Let me know Your paths, YHVH;
      teach me Your ways;

      guide me in Your true way and teach me,
      for You are God, my deliverer;
      it is You I look to at all times.

      Later, I was reminded of another text, one which relates in a round about way to the Joseph story — from the current Torah reading cycle — and to my own confusions these days….

      Joseph and “Your Own Pit”

      Proverbs 5:15-17 says:

      15) Drink water from your own cistern [bor-kha],
      Running water from your own well.
      16) Your springs will gush forth
      In streams in the public squares.
      17) They will be yours alone,
      Others having no part with you

      This image from Proverbs echoes language in the Joseph story: His brothers “took him and cast him into the pit [ha-bor]. The pit was empty; there was no water in it” (Gen 37:22).

      Commentary on the Proverbs passage links water to Torah and describes an empty pit as a new learner:

      R. Akiva says: It is written: “Drink waters from your pit.” A pit, in the beginning, is unable to supply a drop of water of its own, containing, as it does, only what is put into it. So, a Torah scholar, in the beginning, has learned and reviewed only what their teacher has taught them.
      “and flowing waters from your well”: Just as a well flows living waters from all of its sides, so, disciples come and learn from the “flowing” Torah scholar.
      And thus is it written: “Your fountains will spread abroad.” Words of Torah are compared to water. Just as water is life for the world, so, words of Torah, as it is written (Proverbs 4:22)
      Sifrei Devarim 48:5

      I am sure there is commentary linking this passage to the Joseph story….

      …if anyone knows, please advise. Otherwise, I’ll look it up and update….

      At the time of this incident, Joseph was young, still what we now call a teenager. And his behavior to his family does seem, at least on the surface, quite immature. So, it is tempting to view him as without Torah yet.

      But, many young people have absorbed Torah in all sorts of ways. And different commentary, based on the expression “ben zekunim” (Gen 37:3), says that Jacob had been teaching Joseph “Torah of Exile,” learned from Shem and Eber. (More here.) So, what I’m thinking THIS WEEK — who knows what is to come — is that maybe Joseph did not yet have his own Torah.

      And that leads me, as very little in this world does not, to Star Trek.

      “I fly the ship”

      I am still catching up on Star Trek: Strange New Worlds and recently saw Season Two, Episode 4, “The Lotus Eaters” (originally aired: July 6, 2023). In this episode, the whole Enterprise crew has lost their memories (but not skills), and the ship’s pilot is trying to remind herself of her role.

      I’ve shared this to start at 46 seconds in —

      WARNING: The only real violence in the last 3 minutes of this clip is to, and from, some space rocks. But the first 45 seconds are very violent and, on their own, add little to the scene with the pilot. So, view with that caution in mind, please.


      When Ortegas yells at the ship’s computer — which she does not recognize, due to the odd memory losses, and so addresses as “miss” and “ma’am” — I was right there with her: “Stop the rocks!”

      “Yes, ma’am, please, right now: Stop the rocks!” seems very close to what I’m yelling at civic leaders, at Jewish communities, at the universe, at God. All day. Every day.

      So, I was immensely moved by her gradual realization that she might be able to do something to improve the situation, for herself and others: “I’m Erica Ortegas, and I fly the ship!”

      Earlier in the episode, Ortegas is not pleased to lose a very rare opportunity for an away mission… with its chance to wear a spiffy fur-like hat in the local culture’s style. Her annoyance is presented mostly as a question of boredom. But don’t we all ask ourselves why we don’t get to be on the fun mission instead of stuck with work based on choices we made long ago? or maybe based on how others view us and our skills? I really resonated with her frustration when told she was needed on the ship instead.

      …For more on this episode, here is a piece at Tor and one at Escapist Magazine (see also Memory Alpha)….

      I hope Ortegas gets her away mission (although some do point out the perils of being a red-shirt in such circumstance). But I also loved watching her figure out that she could, indeed, do something other than yell about the rocks.

      “I am… and I…”

      On ordinary days, it can be a struggle to figure out what we can contribute to the world at any moment, however small and unworthy or huge and daunting it may seem. On days when space rocks are bombarding the ship and no one seems in charge… those are the days when all I seem able to manage is a cry of Eikha!?

      Some days the answer is: well, I can empty the dishwasher or clean the bathroom. Or, I can answer this letter from a friend or send a gift for the neighbor’s new baby. Some days the answer is: I can assist a colleague in an important electoral campaign, or I can join a protest, or I can share news that seems crucial but ignored. And sometimes, the answer might be: I can sit right here until I figure out what it might mean to “plot a course” for myself and others.

      And that brings me back to Psalm 25: Let me know. Teach me. Show me. Guide me.

      It is painful to sit with the uncertainty while a crisis unfolds. But maybe sometimes getting to one’s own Torah means staying with the question: “I am Virginia Spatz, and I ask ‘How?!'”


      * Rabbis4CeaseFire final shloshim study session


      Featured image is from Star Trek Strange New World (S2E04). See, e.g., Escapist article or Memory Alpha.

      Alt text for featured image: Enterprise pilot Erica Ortegas in uniform at her station, focused on flying the ship.

      DC Tefillin Barbie Does Sukkot

      In response to social media showing “Barbie’s Dream Sukkah” (see below), I built this sukkah for DC Tefillin Barbie.

      I built it the way doll dwellings were created in my youth, repurposing whatever was at hand and roughly the right scale: cardboard, empty spools of thread, scraps of fabric, an old greeting card with a pretty design…. No one I knew had any kind of “Dream” house or car, although Barbies drove or lived in store-bought items that seemed close to her size. And those “Dream” items are just as foreign today as they were back then. So DC Tefillin Barbie‘s sukkah reflects a different dream: a sheltering peace that covers us all.

      Cardboard box sukkah for Tefillin Barbie. sign on back wall reads "Help us see that no work truly prospers unless it bring blessing to others...Never seek to dispossess others of what they have planted." Reform Prayerbook. Another sign reads #OccupyJudaism and shows fiddler (as in "on the roof") on Wall Street Bull. Additional decorations are all homemade or repurposed. greenery visble on roof. one wall is fabric. Tiny lulav and etrog on makeshift table.
      DC Tefillin Barbie, Sukkah 5784

      This Sukkah’s History

      For quite a few years, the sukkah we set up outside our house also looked more like cardboard sukkah 5784 than “Barbie Dream Sukkah.”

      Wooden frame sukkah with different sized sheets as walls, sign reads "Spread over all Your Canoppy of Peace"
      2010 sukkah in front yard

      A few years ago, we gave in and bought a Sukkah Project kit; it’s a marvel of ease in so many ways, but ours retains homemade touches. Two signs in our 5780 sukkah (photos here) were created for the local (DC) “Occupy Judaism” sukkah in 2011. (The wooden sukkah once in our yard was erected at McPherson Square; the materials were absorbed into Occupy K Street after the holiday.)

      I copied those signs for DC Tefillin Barbie’s sukkah.

      Among the items at hand, as the cardboard sukkah was built, were a button from “Coalition of Concerned Mothers,” remembering individuals killed by police, and a sticker from Prison Radio, reading “In American Prisons Life Means Death.”

      See related Meditation for Sitting in the Sukkah, 2019, treating those lost to police as ushpizin, mystical invited guests; Michael Zoosman, of Jews Against the Death Penalty, wrote an ushpizin-related meditation this year, focusing on those executed by the state. These items were added as decorations meant to remind DC Tefillin Barbie and visitors to reject “any sense that we are somehow entitled to dwell in safety…when others cannot.”

      Barbie, Her Dreams, and Sukkot

      This past Shabbat (9/30/23), Tzedek Chicago explored the concept of p’ri eitz hadar — the goodly fruit. So many interesting ideas and related study were raised. In addition, I found this note from some years back about Rabbi Joseph Soloveitchik’s linking Sukkot to the Oral Law and my own prayer for living in the fallible structure of the sukkah and of our individual and collective understanding of Torah.

      I wrote at the time (and had completely forgotten): “As we prepare to leave the sukkah, we may hope that next year’s construction will be of even stronger, more beautiful materials erected by even surer hands. But that hope for the future need not throw doubt on the value of this year’s construction or diminish our enjoyment in this year’s dwelling place.” This year, I have really struggled with “the enjoyment of this year’s dwelling place.”

      I still haven’t seen the Barbie movie and don’t understand a lot about Barbie culture. But I am find myself hoping there are other Barbies out there enjoying their own “dream” sukkot. May we all dwell — if only for a few moments — in structures that honor life’s fragility and our responsibility to create stronger, more inclusive shelters. And may we find ways to work together to bring the dream closer in the coming year.


      Barbie Dream Sukkah

      In late September 2023, Hey Alma posted these images on Instagram, saying “this is the vibe we’re going for this year.” Comments varied hugely, from enthusiasm for the “vibe” and the opulence of the sukkah itself to wrath at the AI-generated images. A FB post (not Hey Alma) drew criticism because Barbie’s clothes are not tzniut (modest) and the sukkah is pasul (not kosher). I cannot find any credits for the images, which also appear on this site. I first saw these images, shared by Rabbi Brant Rosen, during Torah study with Tzedek Chicago.

      RETURN to top


      DC Tefillin Barbie

      Soferet Jan Taylor Friedman offers much information in relation to her amazing Tefillin Barbie project. Here’s info about my own changes to the Barbie who arrived in 2014. In addition, note: DC Tefillin Barbie holds by Rabbi Isserles who ruled that tefillin are worn on intermediate days of Sukkot — and she lives in her own personal time zone where it’s always eit ratzon, a good time, for prayershawl and tefillin.

      Tiny version of Siddur Eit Ratzon Weekday Edition, with Hebrew and English lettering
      Siddur Eit Ratzon

      She, like me, is experimenting with locally sourced lulav and etrog as part of a wider exploration of Diaspora Judaism.

      Very blonde Barbie holds homemade lulav in her sukkah
      DC Tefillin Barbie with lulav

      RETURN to top


      Homemade Lulav for 5784

      green branches of three types and tiny orange, somewhat rounded pepper with annotations: 1) "Etrog": heart, wisom. Smaller, less sweet, hotter this year than previously. (2) "Willow": lips, prayers, from an adaptable prolific plant; (3) "Myrtle": eyes, perception. multifaceted, many branching leaves. (4) "Lulav": spine, strength, from plant that has persisted thru time and neglect. (0) jute: rough, "natural" fiber, in our hands through labor of others.
      homemade lulav for 5784

      Alt test and description: green branches of three types and tiny orange, somewhat rounded pepper with annotations: 1) “Etrog”: heart, wisom. Smaller, less sweet, hotter this year than previously. (2) “Willow”: lips, prayers, from an adaptable prolific plant; (3) “Myrtle”: eyes, perception. multifaceted, many branching leaves. (4) “Lulav”: spine, strength, from plant that has persisted thru time and neglect. (0) jute: rough, “natural” fiber, in our hands through labor of others.

      Gatherer of the Last and Lost

      This week’s Torah portion, Beha’alothekha (Number 8:1-12:6) is named for its first command, to “mount the lamps” or “go up and light” — or as my attempt at using an on-line dictionary meant for modern Hebrew-English translation would have it: “In your upload”

      In the portion, there are a number of interesting uses of words with the root letters aleph- samech – pei [אסף].

      In verse 10:25, we read a description of what is special about the tribe of Dan:

      וְנָסַע, דֶּגֶל מַחֲנֵה בְנֵי-דָן–מְאַסֵּף לְכָל-הַמַּחֲנֹת

      “Then, as the rear guard of all the divisions, the standard of the division of Dan would set out” (JPS 2006)

      “Then the standard of the camp of Dan set out, the gatherer of all the camps” (English translation of Onkelos, Drazin/Wagner 2007)

      Comment from Onkelos Translation:

      Although Onkelos translates Scripture’s me’aseif — from the root a-s-f, “gather” — literally, Saadiah clarifies that it is a metaphor for “the last” of all the camps. Rashi (based on the Jerusalem Talmud, Eruvin 5:1) takes the word literally: the three-tribe division of Dan gathered all the lost articles dropped by the Israelites during their trek in the wilderness. Bechor Schor and Chazkunee offer another, similar interpretation: the division of Dan gathered those who were unable for any reason to travel with their own division.
      — comment to 10:25 in the above cited Onkelos

      to be continued…

      A Teacher-filled Tale and Blessing

      This session (Fall 2022) at SVARA, I have been part of a small group exploring “The Dazzling Wisdom of Rabbi Meir.” We began learning of Rabbi Meir’s tendency to add so many “faces” or facets or perspectives to an issue that his colleagues “could not stand on the end of his insight.” We looked at how his colleagues viewed R’ Meir and some of his students fared (Eruvin 13b).

      We detoured — or maybe entered the heart of the matter — to discuss the sheretz, its ritual status viz a viz purity, and its relationship to the death penalty (Shabbat 147b).

      We explored Rabbi Meir’s initial arrival before Rabbi Akiva, where he could “not stand on the heart of” his learning and went to Rabbi Ishmael, where he gmara‘d g’mara and then returning to R’ Akiva where he svara‘d svara (Eruvin 13a). This was “mei-ikar,” in the beginning or maybe, from the essence of the thing.

      Then we learned (returning to Eruvin 13b) about the years-long dispute between Beit Hillel and Beit Shammai and the bat kol that settled the practice while widening the teaching.

      All this called to mind for me active parallels with my own learning, from youth to whatever age I am now, and from early days of the Havurah movement to wherever things are today. One result of my more organizationally-oriented musings is this “Teacher-Filled Tale” document, which concludes with “Blessing for Recitation by Descendants of Rabbi Meir.”

      Some aspects of more individually-focused musings were shared earlier as “Bowie and Hendrix and God and Meir.”

      In deep gratitude to my study partner, teachers, entire dazzling bet midrash, and SVARA as a whole, and to all my teachers.

      Image featured is section of the PDF shared.